Why Not?

After what happened with Rami in the last couple of days, i thought: hey that guy must really like me but he has an issue that stops him from going into a relationship. Khaled told me to make the first step, probably that'll impress him even more, so i decided to make that move on the next Thursday we go out, but i didn't know what that move would be, so i asked Khaled, he said: kiss him, you won't lose anything and you said he likes you so he won't say no. So i said: sure, i'll see.. Next thursday, we went out to Culture street in Shmeisani as usual, so at almost 12:30 am, we were near the Burger King wall, and because its past midnight streets were kinda empty.. Khaled poked me with his elbow and whispered "perfect moment" and then he said: i'm gonna get something to drink from the supermarket, so it was only me and Rami.. But as usual, i chickened out and didn't have the guts to do it, to only simply kiss the guy.. its not like my first kiss ever to be this nervous.. so he said: what do you wanna do tonight? i said: the night is over there's nothing left to do, i think Khaled will drive us back in a bit.. he said: Yeah? i said (in the most stupid way ever) yeah.. he started coming closer like he sensed what i was thinking about and all i could think about was: crap! so when he got as close as he could, he held both my hands and put them on his waist.. and then he kissed me, and it was the best feeling ever, i'm not talking about a polite kiss where lips just touch and bye bye, this one was a kiss that involved a lot of tongue activities :} anyway i don't know how much time passed before Khaled came back and said: oh for god's sake get a room. You have no idea how much i hated him in that moment, Rami backed off, and said: we should do that more often. i said (with a really nervous tone) : sure count me in!! so he said: wanna stay in the back seat in Khaled's car and make out even more? i said: is there another answer besides hell yeah? so Khaled started driving while i was getting to "Rami" more and more back there, he got to my house, and he said: come on go now enough playing tongue wrestling, i said: don't be such a stick in the mud drive around a little bit, he said: you got 15 minutes to finish whatever you're doing. i said: sure i'll try.. after 10 minutes Rami said: can i come with you? please? i'll wrestle with other parts.. i told him i can't cause my uncle is staying in the next room to my room, and he'd probably hear whatever we'll "do" in there, so Rami said in a disappointed way: oh ok, maybe some other time...
i like that guy, although i know falling for him will be the biggest mistake in my life, but why not?