Finally... It Happened!

The day afterwards, I saw Rami again, of course after I decided to tell him my emoticons, I thought he’d reply with the same and probably more, so I told Khalid to go away for a while, so I can say whatever I wanted to say to Rami, so Khalid was gone, and me & Rami alone again, I got a little bit nervous, but I knew I should trust my “inner feelings” and tell him, so I said: hey Rami, do you like me? He said: sure… And I asked him: what do you think about what happened in Khalid’s back seat the other day? He said: I’d sure love that to happen more often… I was like: COOL! But then I couldn’t think about anything to say, he held my hand in his both hands and looked at me and said: you wanna say something, go ahead and say it, I won’t eat you up (I wish he does).. Anyway, Khalid was back and he said: so what’s up dudes? And I said: nothing yet, nothing yet... Khalid said: oh for god’s sake you didn’t tell him yet? Here’s the deal Rami, Qais is in love with you, and the reason he didn’t say anything yet about it is because he’s a chicken that ran away from the movie Chicken Run and landed here in Amman. I couldn’t say anything and Rami had his thinker face on, so I thought: YEY he’s considering it!!! But a while passed and he didn’t say a single word, so Khalid said: I’ll take a walk and when I’m back I want to see you two doing something together, preferably kissing… so when he was walking away, I said: so………… Rami said: ha, didn’t know you had such stuff in ya… I said: are you saying this in a good way or a bad way? He said: of course the bad way, I told Khalid before that you’re not my type, and I believe that he delivered the message loud and clear, right? I said: sure… this was one of the moments that you get so much tears in your eyes to the point that see everything blurry around you…that’s exactly how I felt, and he didn’t stop talking, he said: you’re a really nice guy, and I like you, but only as a friend, you gotta get the idea that I’m a swinger, that I don’t stay with a guy for more than a week, and I’m simply doing this hole charade for your own sake… I said: and what about the kiss(es)? He said: if I knew you’d get it this way, I wouldn’t have kissed you in the first place, it was really nice and I’d love to do it again, but no strings attached… I couldn’t take it anymore so I said: ok, ok, ok you made your point more than crystal clear, you can stop now. He said: I’m really sorry it turned out this way, and then he kissed my cheek while I was trying not to silently choke with my tears, he left and Khalid came back, and he said: what did I miss? He said yes? You’re together now? I told him to shut up and I walked home.