Dear Audience, We Interrupt This Broadcast To Bring This Urgent News Report...

Ziad, a new guy i met, we share the same way of thinking almost 99%, but he's not as stubborn as i am :P he's so sweet and so romantic but he's taken, again another guy i like and he's simply "not available".. thats why i decided to do everything i can to break it up between him and his.. "guy".. and so far its going perfecto mondo, i made him say the three magical words to me.. "i love you" more than once, but what made me feel a little bit guilty about it is when i kissed him, he kept his nose close to mine, he said he wanted us to share everything even our breaths, he's a great kisser and i will feel extremely stupid if i every hurt him.. but i will feel even more stupid if i let him get away like this, he's everything i want in one package, he's so freakin cute, he doesn't have anything special like colored eyes or whatever, i always cared about the personality more and he combines both the personality and the looks, but again, i don't wanna rush things like i did before... but at the same time it feels so right and so perfect, its been like 4 days since i met him and i can't stop thinking about him, especially the first time he said he loves me.. he was laying his head on my chest and it was like 1 am and complete silence outside, he suddenly told me: i love the smell of your skin, i love the way you get so shy when i look you in the eye, i love the way you look at me when you get mad at me, i love the way you talk soooo bitchy and sooooo defensive when you're mad at me, i love the way you always play with my hair, i love the way that you always play with your bracelet.. i started to beat really fast and he totally got that cause duh his head was on my chest.. so some silence, and then i said: so? thats all? he said: whatelse you wanna hear? i told him to forget it, i pushed him away from me cause i was frustrated and i wanted to hear something particular.. so i got up and started looking out the window, i only felt him suddenly behind me, his hands around my waist, whispering in my ear: i love to tease you like this, its only because i love you.
now its gonna be the 5th night we spend together, but nothing serious happened.. just some kissing and we laid in bed together, i'm not gonna do anything unless i'm 100% sure about this, but i'm already 99.99999999999999999% sure about him...