Now let's continue from where we stopped in the last post.
i usually listen to music that makes me think about my life or makes me feel weird inside.. after what happened that night with Rami, i laid in bed, and listened to Fergie's song "Big Girls Don't Cry".. the part that made me feel weird inside about Rami was "I'll be your best friend and you'll be my Valentine".. that totally fit my situation because he only takes me like a friend and I'm falling for him more and more every day, at that night, it wasn't the first time i cry for a guy, i cried over and over again for Ryan, but this time it felt really ridiculous , because those feelings don't even make sense.. it felt really bad and i didn't wanna live anymore knowing that i'll never get the chance to be with the guy i really like.. anyway the next day Khaled said to me if i wanna go with him and Rami and some other guy Rami's gonna bring to the coastal city of Aqaba.. i told him: and you think i'm gonna go with you and him to see the guy i like making out with another guy? sorry but i think i'll pass on that!!
Now its time to go to City Mall.. i'll continue later :)
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